Health & Wellness & Blah Blah Blah

I've been having some troubles with my health lately. Tummy problems galore & some anxiety issues. Two panic attacks over the last couple of weeks. Not cool. I went to the doctor for a second time yesterday, got two new prescriptions, taken off of one, & still we're unsure of what the problem is. Basically, everyone thinks it all boils down to stress & nerves. But I still have to go back in a couple of weeks just to make sure that there is nothing seriously wrong & to track any progress made since yesterday's visit. Ugh. I just want to feel better.

Living back in Locust Fork isn't as bad as I'd thought. Yeah, I miss the people in Montevallo, but it's not like I never see them. I'll be there for classes & work & whatnot.

Busy day today & tomorrow. So many things I'm trying to catch up on. I don't feel like I'm drowning anymore, but I definitely don't feel like I can touch the bottom yet, either. Working hard not to let myself get overwhelmed. Trying to take some time to myself everyday, but that always results in feel a little guilty. Man, I can't wait to be out of school. It will take forever to get there, but I can't wait. I can't stand school. I like the people, & the classes for the most part, but I'd really rather just be working. And I want to go to Chicago. Now. And not have to come back two days after I get there. That would be nice.

I long to wear a heavy coat & tall boots, & walk leisurely down a semi-bustling street, sipping a freshly made caramel macchiato. That right now, is my picture of bliss.

I have three things left to do on my "before 22 to-do list" & eighteen days to do them in. Going to get apron fabric with Mother tomorrow afternoon, so that will start one of them off.

Also, I'd like to wish my beautiful Momma a very, very, very, very, very happy birthday. Thanks for being awesome & so supportive during everything. I'm very luck to have you for a mom!

Must go now. Need to finish getting ready for school.

Love love love!